One hand loves the other

I've been here in SF for a week...it's strange how fast time likes to move and then it slows down just as you get used to the speed. Mercury has been in retrograde for a bit over two weeks and Venus just entering the retrograde zone...with this times for me have been changing in such a mix matched pattern. Crossing over...lets cross over. It's been leaving me to find a new self, wandering, sifting, searching. It's hard not to try and look outside yourself...when it already there, internal, it's inside you. Oh man, I really really love this performance by Björk at the Royal Opera House in London! It's speaks to the times of me right now...leaving the one you loved, all the memories...growing my own private branch of our tree. Thinking I would never compromise...and I did. Possibly too much. To obey your rules and still be me...hmmm. I loved him, I still do...but can't we just unite. Embrace one another and still recognize that we exist. Not only in this life time, but in others. He believes in a beauty, he's Venus as a boy. We will see...